Have you ever?

Posted by CriticalCrossRoad on December 17, 2013 in Randomness-Thoughts |

Have you ever woken up and not know where you were, how you got there and who you were? Well this is a constant reality that scares the shit out of my mother and also me …why because each day it is like the adam sandler movie and no one prepared a video for you to ease you into the day…..i know who i am (most of the time..still learning).. i know where i am waking up but i do not know what the day will hold so therefore we are all in for some surprises…sometimes i wish that i could just sit here and take care of her because i know i can do that …but i know that i am young and life is to be lived and if i don’t do it now then when will i …i may end up laying and staring at the ceiling and wondering who all these strange people that are happy to see me are…i just want to try to live each day to the fullest but it is so hard with all the things that somehow get plugged into the day…like work ..dinner,,, sleep…bathing….all these thing seem simple but now i can see why new moms just want that moment to go take a shower alone…cause you have no alone time and you are use to at least going to potty by yourself and it just being you but life changes and so do you but the need for some “ME” time does not…it is so weird cause you feel so selfish and wrong but if you don’t take it you will look like who done it and why and have no one to blame but yourself…hmmm

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