Just one of those days!

Posted by CriticalCrossRoad on December 16, 2013 in Randomness-Thoughts |

It has never rang more true than now….”just one of those days that a girl goes through…angry inside don’t want to take it out on you”…whew… I have a job that is only challenging because people lack common sense and a work ethic…i have a home life that is complicated by illness…i have no social life to speak of but to get excited when someone from the life that i used to know calls…i have my close friends and my dog..sometimes i don’t even think my dog want to hear the reality that is being placed in front of me. one of my parental unit is bipolar (undiagnosed) and so one minute the world would end without me and the next i have broken the house and everything in it and i am a leach upon society…this is all really great for the ego and self esteem…..the other is not really aware of whether the sun has risen or set…just basic needs is where we are….disheartening is what it is…this is the one that kept me sane and the bipolar one was always the cause of dissension in the house….what do i want…. to sleep in …to not have to jump, fetch and run for a min…sounds bad but no one to need me.to be left alone and not to feel bad about the decision ..it seems that it would be lonely because i am use to the constant overestimation but i do think that this could be a starting point to relaxation…

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